I cant fly up towering the peak of the mountain top
I cant make the flowers bloom benevolently
I cant make it rain pours heavily on the rooftop
Nor make the sun shine more fiercely
I am only a girl, stuck in the ominous days were minds are set to messed up beside the pavement
Is this how I portray myself?
I refuse.
I am stronger than the thickest wood.
I can resist the thickest shred of knife you hurt me
But I have feelings
I am not perfect.
I am a girl.
Am I not perfect?
I’d like to think so.
Oh please, let me.
Am I to blame for this?
Would you care to stay by my side?
5/07/2011
3/13/2011
More than a woman
Love me break me seal me hit me take me away
I am more than a woman
Spread me
I am more than a woman
Tell me I am erroneous
Truthfully it feels right
He will stay by my side-promises
Always been
Disappeared
But always been
Our love has born
Eyes like yours , it is a gimmick
Lips timid and rigid
So genuine more likely to be interpreted
Real, fantasized
This ceasing had let me gone astray
Gulf
Throw it , cast it away
No more to be remembered
Like mistakes can be deserted, erased and redo
Haunting hollows follows my tail of my repeated past
I am scarred .. It keeps on coming back
Buried six feet under
I hoped
But it has been thrown away
Sinful
How can I repair this devil’s covenant?
13/3/2011
#zulia zamri
-Text does not associated with anybody
I am more than a woman
Spread me
I am more than a woman
Tell me I am erroneous
Truthfully it feels right
He will stay by my side-promises
Always been
Disappeared
But always been
Our love has born
Eyes like yours , it is a gimmick
Lips timid and rigid
So genuine more likely to be interpreted
Real, fantasized
This ceasing had let me gone astray
Gulf
Throw it , cast it away
No more to be remembered
Like mistakes can be deserted, erased and redo
Haunting hollows follows my tail of my repeated past
I am scarred .. It keeps on coming back
Buried six feet under
I hoped
But it has been thrown away
Sinful
How can I repair this devil’s covenant?
13/3/2011
#zulia zamri
-Text does not associated with anybody
3/05/2011
Always be my baby
Gave me butterflies.
Got me High.
Made me skip a heart beat.
Triggered my adrenaline.
Jolted me with some curious case of lust.
Got my brains manipulated in mesmerism.
I love him.
It is just as simple as that.
2/16/2011
Dato Syeikh Muzaffar Shah
WHOALAMARKS!
Tadi right, as in just now,
Was like attending my class and all.
-Had French test today iaitu sangat mengarut-
Lepas ituuuu..
Whet to my housekeeping class.
On the briefing session, there was this 3 young man (or more) walking pass by.
Then everybody went silent.
I was so blur, because I only saw a guy wearing freaking jumpsuit.
But.. tengok macam handsome lah kan ?
Husha punya husha ..
ITS FREAKING DOTO SYEIKH MUZAFFAR SHAH wey going to walk pass by us..
Dayyum, semua numb gila.
Then he "perhaps" knows that we were clueless(predictable) , he begun to shook one of my class mate's hand.
Shook another, and then.. SHOOK MINE. Shook mine, you bloody kangaroos.
Shook MY freaking right precious hand .
~His precious hand and my precious hand~
Can you picture it?
Lepas itu.. Bila dia sudah pergi,
Semua orang jadi gila sungguh.
Ada yang histeria, ada yang still kaku, ada yang dapat asma.
OOUUH Feelings~
Tadi ada lipas lah masuk bilik (T~T)
16/02/2011
Tadi right, as in just now,
Was like attending my class and all.
-Had French test today iaitu sangat mengarut-
Lepas ituuuu..
Whet to my housekeeping class.
On the briefing session, there was this 3 young man (or more) walking pass by.
Then everybody went silent.
I was so blur, because I only saw a guy wearing freaking jumpsuit.
But.. tengok macam handsome lah kan ?
Husha punya husha ..
ITS FREAKING DOTO SYEIKH MUZAFFAR SHAH wey going to walk pass by us..
Dayyum, semua numb gila.
Then he "perhaps" knows that we were clueless(predictable) , he begun to shook one of my class mate's hand.
Shook another, and then.. SHOOK MINE. Shook mine, you bloody kangaroos.
Shook MY freaking right precious hand .
~His precious hand and my precious hand~
Can you picture it?
Lepas itu.. Bila dia sudah pergi,
Semua orang jadi gila sungguh.
Ada yang histeria, ada yang still kaku, ada yang dapat asma.
OOUUH Feelings~
Tadi ada lipas lah masuk bilik (T~T)
16/02/2011
2/11/2011
Seikhlas hati
Ya Allah,
Hanya kepadamu aku mohon pertolongan, Hanya daripadamu aku mencari kasih, Hanya kepadamu aku menjunjung harapan..
Ya Allah..
Kau panjangkanlah nyawa kedua ibu bapaku. Sesungguhnya aku begitu mencari ketabahan diriku daripada mereka.
Kau murahkanlah rezeki kedua ibu bapaku, terutama ibuku, ya Allah. Sesungguhnya dialah insan yang sangat memerlukan belasan nikmat duniamu. Kau kurniakanlah ketenangan jiwa kepadanya. Kerana dialah satu satunya ibuku. Kuat, mengharungi ujian ujianmu.
Ya Allah..
Akulah satu-satunya insan yang terkapai-kapai mencari kasih..
Kau restuilah kasih keluargaku, janganlah kau musnahkan kebahagiaan mereka. Kerana kasih mereka, kasih ku jua. Tangisan mereka, tangisan aku juga.
Ya Allah..
Kau jauhkanlah rakan-rakanku dan orang yang sering bersamaku daripada penderitaan dunia dan akhirat. Sesungguhnya merekalah yang berada disisiku sepanjang aku mempelajari isi kandungan bumi yang kau cipta.
Ya Allah..
Kau belailah nasib orang-orang yang tidak mampu, keseorangan, dan lemah. Aku tidak terdaya.. untuk menolong mereka. Siapalah aku, Ya Allah.
Ya Allah.. Kau bukakanlah pintu hati mereka yang melakukan zalim kepada haiwan. Kasihan.. haiwan yang tidak bersalah, lalu dihukum dengan kejamnya.
Ya Allah.. Kau tariklah nasib-nasib malang orang islam dan bukan islam, ke jalan yang benar. Sesungguhnya kaulah pemberi peluang, kepada semua.
Aku pohon kepadamu ya Allah..
Kau tabahkanlan imanku, Teguhkanlah pendirianku, untuk persediaanku ke akhirat kelak.
Aku takut.. untuk menerima seksaan daripadamu ya Allah. Sesungguhnya akulah yang insan pelupa.. Lupa kepadamu, lupa kepada peganganku, lupa kepada diriku. Aku zalim, melupakan kasihmu, ya Allah.
Amin.
Hanya kepadamu aku mohon pertolongan, Hanya daripadamu aku mencari kasih, Hanya kepadamu aku menjunjung harapan..
Ya Allah..
Kau panjangkanlah nyawa kedua ibu bapaku. Sesungguhnya aku begitu mencari ketabahan diriku daripada mereka.
Kau murahkanlah rezeki kedua ibu bapaku, terutama ibuku, ya Allah. Sesungguhnya dialah insan yang sangat memerlukan belasan nikmat duniamu. Kau kurniakanlah ketenangan jiwa kepadanya. Kerana dialah satu satunya ibuku. Kuat, mengharungi ujian ujianmu.
Ya Allah..
Akulah satu-satunya insan yang terkapai-kapai mencari kasih..
Kau restuilah kasih keluargaku, janganlah kau musnahkan kebahagiaan mereka. Kerana kasih mereka, kasih ku jua. Tangisan mereka, tangisan aku juga.
Ya Allah..
Kau jauhkanlah rakan-rakanku dan orang yang sering bersamaku daripada penderitaan dunia dan akhirat. Sesungguhnya merekalah yang berada disisiku sepanjang aku mempelajari isi kandungan bumi yang kau cipta.
Ya Allah..
Kau belailah nasib orang-orang yang tidak mampu, keseorangan, dan lemah. Aku tidak terdaya.. untuk menolong mereka. Siapalah aku, Ya Allah.
Ya Allah.. Kau bukakanlah pintu hati mereka yang melakukan zalim kepada haiwan. Kasihan.. haiwan yang tidak bersalah, lalu dihukum dengan kejamnya.
Ya Allah.. Kau tariklah nasib-nasib malang orang islam dan bukan islam, ke jalan yang benar. Sesungguhnya kaulah pemberi peluang, kepada semua.
Aku pohon kepadamu ya Allah..
Kau tabahkanlan imanku, Teguhkanlah pendirianku, untuk persediaanku ke akhirat kelak.
Aku takut.. untuk menerima seksaan daripadamu ya Allah. Sesungguhnya akulah yang insan pelupa.. Lupa kepadamu, lupa kepada peganganku, lupa kepada diriku. Aku zalim, melupakan kasihmu, ya Allah.
Amin.
2/01/2011
Little boy
Little boy,
Why are you all unaccompanied and poignant? Where is your..
Because I want to be, little boy snapped.
Oh, you painted the pavement all black.
Is dim how you want your core to be?
I’m in pain.. I’m soaked in rain.. And I’m petrified.
The sky is pitch black at dark. I am safe with black.
But the sky is blue in the morning.
Its beautiful.
It’s tranquil.
It is never callous or jealous.
It has the sun to glisten your days, and belief.
I’m always here, in the dark corner of this boulevard.
Crawling and swarming for HIM . But he never comes back . For me.
Who is this ‘HIM’?
…
Come with me, little boy.
I shall keep you warm.
Never to liberate.
If you desire a thousand white sheets, I could surrender to you.
What about ‘HIM’?
Your sorrow is not worthy to be taken advantage of, child.
Tag along, and grow.
#zulia zamri
Why are you all unaccompanied and poignant? Where is your..
Because I want to be, little boy snapped.
Oh, you painted the pavement all black.
Is dim how you want your core to be?
I’m in pain.. I’m soaked in rain.. And I’m petrified.
The sky is pitch black at dark. I am safe with black.
But the sky is blue in the morning.
Its beautiful.
It’s tranquil.
It is never callous or jealous.
It has the sun to glisten your days, and belief.
I’m always here, in the dark corner of this boulevard.
Crawling and swarming for HIM . But he never comes back . For me.
Who is this ‘HIM’?
…
Come with me, little boy.
I shall keep you warm.
Never to liberate.
If you desire a thousand white sheets, I could surrender to you.
What about ‘HIM’?
Your sorrow is not worthy to be taken advantage of, child.
Tag along, and grow.
#zulia zamri
1/30/2011
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